I’ve just read the most inspirational story in the world! I’m so excited.

http://nymag.com/nymetro/nightlife/sex/features/12193/

when I look at this amazing story, I can cleary see the vision that I’ve always had. I remember once telling my bottom that a trick walks away from his experience feeling “dirty” and shameful. I wanted my customers to walk away with a smile on their faces.

I even once told her that what she was used to was incorrect; that the customer was the most important person in a pimp-hoe-trick relationship. While she came to me with a ‘tricks aint shit’ attitude, I’ve always endeavered to make her look at, and treat the customer as king.

I’ve never believed in violence, degredation, seperation from family and friends, or any of the other self-esteem killing practices that most pimps use to control hoes. Ive always believed that one could be great at this without all of that. Anyone can beat a bitch and scare her into getting money, but in my opinion, a true pimp is a motivator; controling a bitches mind without laying a finger on her.

Now I see this story, of this man who ran an escort service. Labling himself as ‘King of all Pimps’ and sharing alot of philosophies with me. I cannot believe it.

I’m so inspired. Through that article I’ve found a new places to advertise my hoes at (http://www.cityvibe.com/).

The best part is, I found forums where customers congregate and discuss the merits of various hoes. This is a gold mine! Here is a place full of men who are used to prices of 300 to 400 an hour who explaining in detail what they want. Few other businesses have access to thier customer’s minds and thoughts.

I’m inspired. I will immediately make my hoe(s) start studying those forums. I want my hoes to be geisha girls. They will watch the news for current events. We will practice intelligent conversation about a range of topics. I will teach them about wines, and what fork to use during what course, etc.

I am going to raise my prices also. Any Bitch fucking with me should be getting at LEAST 300 per call. I will research my ass off, and then train them to show them how.

I just hope my enthusiasm is shared by my bottom bitch, and new hoe also. I will MAKE them feel me. I will inspire them.

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She’s taking all of the enjoyment out of Pimping. I used to love it so much. But now, it’s really not what it’s supposed to be. I have a new hoe, but I don’t really even care because my Bottom bitch is sucking all of the enjoyment out of the game. Worse yet, I know for a fact that we’ll never succeed the way things are. As a leader, I must be in charge, and my authority must not be undermined or challenged. I cannot lead like this.

When I decided that I was going to pimp without physical violence, I knew it was going to be hard. There are times when my arms literally quiver because I feel like beating my Bitch’s ass. I get so frustrated with her sometimes, and I know that the usually, and quick and easy way to deal with this is to simply hit her.

I said I was going to be different. Everything about me is different. Sometimes, I wonder if I’m not being different, if I’m instead just breaking all the rules that were put in place for this very reason, and have no hope of real success.

But no one said it wasn’t going to be hard. I looked at my boss today, and this woman, who is about 5′2″ can run a whole company. Everyone around her seem to stand at attention when she walks past. With about half my size she is able to command the attention of 100 people or more. I wouldn’t go for a female president or anything, but I really admire my boss.

I really don’t want to give up. i really don’t want to give in, but something tells me I started off wrong with this Bitch, and that’s why she feels so free to talk, speak and act the way she does. I don’t know if she really knows just how close I am to saying fuck all of this, I’ll start again with someone else, and this time, I’ll be sterner. I’ll follow the rules better, and I won’t have these troubles.

But then another part of me tells me that if I cannot get this situation under control, then I’m not ready for pimping. The best things in life come with a challenge, and I need to both meet, and beat this challenge. I know I can do it, but damn; this shit is frustrating me to the very core of me. And that’s not what pimping is about.

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Got a new recruit on Sunday!

2 is definately better than 1. They’ve been working for about 24 hours now, and it seems like good things are possible.

But, there’s a problem. Last night, I went home to Baby Momma. My son had no pampers, and my house was in disorder. I had to stay. I felt as if I got alot accomplished at home, so I was happy last night.

This morning though, I received a rude awakening. Back to the bullshit. My Bottom Bitch (guess that’s her new name and title now, right?) is giving me a hard time! Infront of a new hoe! I cannot beleive she would go here. The worst part about it, is that I’m trying to establish something. I really want to win here. This is the 2nd time I’ve had more than one hoe, and I don’t want mess up this time.

But I have no control. None at all. And it’s being usurped by my own Bottom Bitch. She’s disrespectful, and she’s conniving. She’s running the show here. She’s ruling everything from when I talk to my Bottom Bitch to IF I can talk to my new hoe.

THEN I got my new hoe, who decided, all on her own, how much money she’s going to give me. Had the nerve to only give me half. More important than the fact that she gave me half in my mind, is the fact that she decided what to give me. She decided. That is totally unacceptable.

So I got 2 hoes sitting in a hotel room, making all their own decisions. No direction, no control. Just hoes run-a-muck. I swear, I will fire both of them and start over before I let a funky ass bitch run over me.

I refuse to really hit a hoe. So, I cannot beat my bottom bitch. And I really don’t have time to sit and wait for her to get her shit together. She’s been out of line for a week now. So, the only thing I can do is start looking for another hoe, which I’ll be doing tonight.

With out control, there can be no forward movement. And I’ve let my bitch be out of control for too long. Now she’s PURPOSELY trying to undermine me. I will not have it. I know I will lose the new hoe if I lose my bottom, but that’s ok. Having the new hoe has reminded me that all I need to do is hang in there, and a new hoe will come around. I am very willing to start all over again. if necessary.

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Just received a call from my brother. My cadillac is not in the spot where I left it.

Fuck.

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I’m outside in 30 degree weather (thats the temperature Im guessing it is by how stiff my fingers are). My bitch is in the hotel servicing what is only the 2nd customer all day.

The bitch has had an attitude all day; but she’s been working. The delima I’m facing is… do I stop her from working and press her until she admits what the hell her problem is? Or do I ignor the bitch’s attitude as long as she’s getting my money?

I think about myself and my boss at my day job. I really look up to my boss (ironically, my boss is a female). Often, I find myself pissed at my boss and disenchanted with my place of employment. Though I never plainly express my unhappiness in words, it often shows in my attitude; an attitude similar to the one I’m getting from this Bitch. Yet, no matter how pissed off I am, I find that I always do my job; albiet with a frown and alot of under my breath comments. Truth is, I think I probably work harder after Ive been reprimanded.

Which brings me to this Bitch. I really dont know what the hell her problem is. But Im back in the hotel now, and I have some money in my pocket. So maybe I’ll just leave the bitch alone and let her work.

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