The first event, was how I lost my virginity. It was the summer after my freshman year in high school. One night I was out venturing around Belmont. It’s an area known now for gays. I have to assume it was known at that time for the same thing, but for some reason (I guess because my parents never mentioned gayness or gay people in either a good or a bad way) I never really noticed gay people. I did notice a lot of concentric activity, and funny clothes, but I picked up on what “fag” meant later. Anyway, I was in the Belmont neighborhood, and I bumped into this girl from the 8th grade. she was a problem child back then. now that I think about it she was in those “other classes”. you know where they send the bad kids. right before you end up going to an alternative school.

I couldn’t remember the girls name now if I tried but she wasn’t all that great looking. not fat, but definitely beyond thick. I can’t remember what we did that day, but I know she brought me around some other girls that went to 8th grade. one of the girls I really remember because I had a big crush on her. Angie, or Adrian or something like that. I dunno. Angie had bad acne, but that never seemed to bother her. she was easily one of the ‘cool kids’. besides, I always had a way of looking past imperfections and seeing the beauty in a girl. Probably because I had so many imperfections in myself or my life, so I couldn’t be too judgmental. she was beautiful to me. anyway, we hung around. But what I remember feelings that the girls liked me. they were attracted to me. it’s strange when you can see a girl looking at you in funny way.they look at you and then don’t want you to see them looking at you so their eyes zig zag back and forth quickly as they think of something to say to break the awkward moment. I could see that in Angie’s eyes. and the 1st girl too. we flirted, and Angie asked me to pull my dick out. As a young horny boy who was kept inside, I was quite eager to. I was also happy to see the aproval on her face.

My mom always kept us inside. we had a strict curfew. I specifically remember as I was hanging with these girls , that I had never been outside at night time without my parents or any other grown up being with me. It was liberating. scary though also, as I feared what would happen to me when I got home. But when the thick girl mentioned that her father was not home and we could go to her place to have sex, I jumped at the opportunity. I figured, hell, it didn’t matter what time I got home, at this point, I was going to get my ass whooped anyway. and I was surrounded by girls. and best of all, I was about to lose my virginity.

Thie thing about sex to a young boy is that, around the 7th grade all boys start to talk about the girls that they’ve fucked. they brag about fucking this girl and fucking that girl. I myself didn’t have the confidence or the imagination to brag about such things. and since I was the only one not bragging about the magnificent mountain of pussy that I’ve climbed, I was often teased for being a virgin. So there I was, outside at night time for the 1st time alone, with a group of girls who I had just exposed myself to pushing me on to go and have sex. I was elated at the though of finally not being the only boy of my age who hasn’t lost his virginity. As I look back on it now, most of those kids were probably lieing. only a few of them had probably actually had sex before. but I didn’t know that then. we walked about 4 blocks to get to her apartment. It’s on Belmont east of Clark street.

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Posted by kingdom on Friday, April 11th, 2008 at 5:42 am.