When we got there, me and the thick girl went into her bed room and closed the door. the other girls waited in the living room. I took my clothes off and laid on the bed naked. She took her clothes off too. She wasn’t that hot looking naked, but it didn’t matter to me, I was about to lose my virginity. She wasn’t though. She had done this before. she had condoms by the bed. I have a knack for figuring out how things work, and even though that was my first time putting a condom on , i put it on quite easily. Guess I had payed attention to those sex education classes they made us go to in school. I rolled the condom onto my dick, and she straddled me. she road me for a while and then felt as if something was missing. Music. She turned the radio on and played with the stations until she found something she liked. Brandy. I want to be down was playing on the radio. I remember thinking, “this is it. I’m having SEX!”. I also remember thinking, I’m doing just fine at it to. Then she asked me to hit it from the back. So I got up, and got behind her. She put her elbows on the bed, and her face down. Her knees were also on the bed. Her ass was tooted up in the air. I noticed the strong arch in her back. I got on my knees on the bed and wobbled up behind her. I grabbed her around her waist, and inserted myself.

a little time before I had heard one of my female friends making fun of a boy who she tried to have sex with. the boy couldn’t find the hole, and the attempt had failed. he was a loser in her eyes. I never wanted to be a loser. that worried me as it became my turn to “find the hole”. so I use my finger first. when my finger was in, I put my dick in right behind my finger. To this day, that technique has never failed me.I’m not sure what was on the radio as I started fucking her. I do remember though that it had a nice steady beat to it and was very bass heavy. I let the music guide me, and I must’ve fucked her for 30 minutes. the way she was screaming really made me feel like the mean. it was amazing. the whole experience was like that dreamy feeling you get when something really good or really bad happens to you. You ‘re kinda in a daze, and it doesn’t seem real. That’s probably why I was so good. I wasn’t really thinking. It was almost as if I wasn’t me, instead I had left my body and was watching myself stroke this girl from the back. I was watching a show. when I finished, she turned over with a smile on her face, and told me “good job”. I put my clothes on and came out the room to Angie, the girl that I really liked. Angie said “little Nikko has finally grown up.” Part of me wish I could take her into that room.

I hung out with those girls till the next morning. When I got home finally, as I approached the door, I was scared out of my mind. I didn’t know what my mother would do to me. she had a bad temper and beat us hard and often. And often for no reason. I couldn’t say that I had been out all night having sex. As I was walking trying to come up with an excuse I saw a rusty razor blade on the ground. That’s it! I got beat up and robbed. I was cut. I could tell her that. I sat down on a bench and for 1 hour tried to muster up the courage to use this razor blade on my face. Finally I did it. I cut my cheeks 4 times. thing is though, they were really weak cuts. scratches mostly. hardly any blood. It was a pathetic attempt.

When I walked in the door, my mom was so relieved. And then she was angry. I instantly started crying as a recalled the fantastical story about how a group of boys had beat me up and cut me with razor blades. I pointed to the evidence on my face. She believed me. for the time being. 2 days later, after praying (my mom is a Buddhist) she came to me and said that she knows I lied about being beat up. She said she told the story to a friend of hers, and he told her that she must be crazy for believing that story. She said if I ever stayed out all night again without calling, that she would beat my ass and kick me right back out.her cold tone had me convinced that she meant every word of it.

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Posted by kingdom on Friday, April 11th, 2008 at 5:41 am.